Today I Saw You Yesterday
Today I saw you yesterday
You were very different then
So young and alive with spirit indomitable
You passed me by but didn’t see
I called to you, you didn’t answer me
Even though I knew you when
When your legs were strong and your hopes were high
When infinity was your limit and you touched the sky
When your eyes were bright and full of laughter
I loved you then
But I love you now even more
For the things I’m not, you were
And I need you now more than ever
Oh foolish, foolish me
Living a dream that is no longer there
Going back to I don’t know where
I know you can’t see me but I sometimes wonder
If you could see me what would you say
Would you approve … of course you wouldn’t
Would you be hurt and just turn away
Would you be sad and pity the poor one
Or might you even say, “Thy will be done.”
I saw you again today
You hadn’t changed, you were still the same
But I had
And I knew that I wanted to be you
But not any more
And I felt sad
For you had come to an end
Your time had run out
You would be what you always were
But I was now and I will be
And even though you cannot see me
I can be as you were
And so much more
© Joshua Holder
penned sometime in 1980
I found Joshua when he joined Megashot in 2013.
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